I feel worn out. like chocolate pudding over too much ham. or butter over to much bread.
Im not going to judo tonight. so sad.
I'll only have one practice befor this tournament. this is very saddening.
I could just not practice and hopefully be better by the tournament but I don't think it will work that way. I'll probably practice with lane before. but it still wont be enough.
I am saddened. I"ll prabobly compete anyway. even if I don't practice officaily. I left this tournament in God's hands a while ago. he'll decide what I do about this.
come what may.