it isn't true... I do cry. when I"m alone, in the bitter watches of the night.
I was told that we might not have bible study on sunday because my friend wants to go to another girls bible study that I don't really want to go to.
My grandma needs surgery on her eyes and I know we need to support her. so, I know this sounds really selfish but we were supposed to go out for coffee ever so often and then once the projects were done go out for breakfast or dinner or something. just me and mom. now, well just be hangin out at home talkin. that's not bad we just do that when ever.
so last night I was feeling rather forgotten again. *sigh*  so I was crying last night at midnight. i'm good though.