Thursday, April 28, 2011

testing

haha this is a test post. seeing if some new features work on my email.

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"The world is indeed full of peril and in it there are many dark places.But still there is much that is fair. And though in all lands, love is now mingled with grief, it still grows, perhaps, the greater"
 
dance as if no one were watching, sing as if no one were listening, love like it will never hurt. live like you will die tomarrow

procrastinating colors?

I do this every year. every stinkin year. I always end up doing the ulumni homework 1-2 weeks before the class. I don't know why.. I can't amagine what the problem is... *rolls eyes*
have you heard about the procrastinators meating? it's tomarrow night.
 :) just thought I'ld throw that out there. 8-)
my freind says I must have something against light colours because I don't really wear them. I can count the number of pink shirts I have on my left hand. 3. two I don't even hardly wear. though I do have a few white shirts, those I need for judo and I don't really wear them so much ether.  the color choice of my wardrobe manly consists of... Green, dark/light Brown, (or green and brown together. not camo) dark Blue, dark black, Grey, ummmm, dark purple w/ stripes, and a few odds and end colors that I keep for special occasions like teenpact.
BTW my fav. eyeliner is my purple ones. just thought I'l throw that out there too.
I am wearing a whit button up mostly because ... never mind. I'm sure it's lovely for ya'll to hear about my wardrobe. now you all can pick on me lick my dear freind does. I don't give a hoot. see ya round

I asked the little boy who cannot see,

"And what is colour like?"
"Why, green," said he,
"Is like the rustle when the wind blows through
The forest; running water, that is blue;
And red is like a trumpet sound; and pink
Is like the smell of roses; and I think
That purple must be like a thunderstorm;
And yellow is like something soft and warm;
And white is a pleasant stillness when you lie
And dream."

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

I hate quotes ~somebody

Mostly because I'm adicted to collecting them.
 
 
Far better is it to dare mighty things, to win glorious triumphs, even though checkered by failure... than to rank with those poor spirits who neither enjoy nor suffer much, because they live in a gray twilight that knows not victory nor defeat.

I am a part of everything that I have read.

If you could kick the person in the pants responsible for most of your trouble, you wouldn't sit for a month.

It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed.
 
The best executive is one who has sense enough to pick good people to do what he wants done, and self-restraint enough to keep from meddling with them while they do it.

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"The world is indeed full of peril and in it there are many dark places.But still there is much that is fair. And though in all lands, love is now mingled with grief, it still grows, perhaps, the greater"
 
dance as if no one were watching, sing as if no one were listening, love like it will never hurt. live like you will die tomarrow

Saturday, April 23, 2011

The passion of the Chirst

OMG, We watched the Passion of the christ last night. before we even turned it on mom brought out two rolls of toulet paper on for her and one for every one else to blow their noses.
Just FYI I have been waiting to watch this movie for and entire year. we were going to watch it last easter but we didn't so we watched it this year. Ididn't know it was going to be in hebrew but it was good.
It was very hard to watch. Not just the beating of Christ and the brutality of it but also Saten.
The beating, flogging, of Jesus was horrific what that kind of pain felt like I do not want to know. I know that because I it was a movie they couldn't quite portray it to it's full extent. His back was flayed yes but in actuallity he the wounds would be so extensive as to expose his spine.. it was hard the  pain that he went through for my sake is to my mind unfathomable. Not only to go through that pain but to know that at any time he could have called it off and said "no more." To be completely seperated from the father. Knowing that the only purpose of coming to earth was to be sloughtered. ouch. To carry the weight of the world on dislocated shoulders. THat shoule have been us up there. It should have been me up there. He didn't have to drink the cup.
Saten and his demons were hard to watch as well. I found his demons very disturbing. they were ugly and strange. He was not he was evil and it could be seen but it was differant. he was cloaked in black his face was pale. he was not ugly, you could almost call him handsom, but he was evil he. when he appeared with the snake that was strange but when he appeared later craddleing a demon child that was...indescribable. he was rejoycing over Jesus's death.
What was most desturbing to me about saten is that you could see that he was evil and hate him as Jesus enemy but you can't just desmiss him from the story. what was desturbing was I found myself looking to see him in there more often than he was. (personally I always beleived he would be there dancing at the foot of the cross as jesus died because he beleived that he had won.) As a Christian I hate him and I find it Ironic that the great deceiver deceived himself.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

I just saw it on CNN.com: Parents, don't dress your girls like tramps

 
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unplanned

I would like to recomend the book "unplanned" by abby Johnson.
It is about the woman two of tree years ago who worke at planned parenthood for eight years bu then left after watching and ultrasound guided abortion.
because of it's topic I would only recomend it for about 12-13 and up. younger kids I would have it read to them so that what is read isn't graphic.
so I would give it a 5/5 rating for older kids

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

As Usual, Judo went very well. we learned some new things and the excersizes were pretty cool. I hadn't done them before any way. well, at least the first one was. the second one, not so much. Sensie was having us come up and do stuff in front of the whole class... my friend and I managed to get out of it. Though I'm sure sever younger kids thought about turning us in. Namely, little siblings. :)
the randori was fun I wen tover to the small fries area and fought them.
I love judo as a sport and all and I love to fight in the turnaments. Hanging out with my buddies is pretty awesome too. But it's not really my goal or anything to go to the olympics, Nationals migh be nice... maybe. It's all great and stuff but I love to hang out with the little kids too. just being around and playin with little one is so... cool.
so I had fun.

Monday, April 11, 2011

 the swimming party went well. awesome actually. I sicked my little freind on the boys. splashed water on their eyes every twwo seconds.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Brothers

I have a love hate ralationship with sad songs. I love this song and I hate it cause I cryed. my bro may not be going in the army but he still is going to leave.... and I will be sad.
go look up the music video.  Tell me what you think of this song.

"Brothers" by Dean Brody



The house was like a tomb.
I was hiding in my room.
As my brother made his way on down the hall.
I didn't want to say goodbye.
And I was trying to deny there was a war,
And that he got the call.

I watched him from my window
Walking down the drive.
Then I ran down the stairway
Through the front door and I cried
You come back you hear?
And I let him see my tears
I said I'll give you my rookie of DiMaggio.
I'll do anything you want,
Clean your room, or wash your car.
I'll do anything so long as you don't go.
But he said, this is what brothers are for.


Well I have my heroes,
But the one I love the most
Taught me how to hunt and swing a bat.
And I wrote him every night,
I said I miss our pillow fights,
But lately I just wonder where you're at.


Sometimes freedom makes it hard to live.
But it takes things from you that you don't want to give.


I said you come back you hear?
I miss you being near.
Laugh and fish down in the maple grove

I'll do anything you want.
There must be someone I can call,
And just maybe they would let you come back home.
But he wrote, this is what brothers are for.

I may never have to face the anger of those guns,
Or lie cold and wounded in my blood,
Or know the sacrifice and what it must of cost
For him to love me that much.
Well, it had been two years
And I held back my tears
When I saw him in that wheel chair on the shore.
And as I ran and held him tight,
That's when he looked me in the eye
And said I'm sorry that you have to push me home.
And I said hey, this is what brothers are for.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

actually I am not going to judo tonight so I really dont have anything to say. my bro and I are watching lotr, go figure. :D
judo tonight. yay.

Saturday, April 2, 2011

I Could Sing Of Your Love Forever


Over the mountains and the sea,
Your river runs with love for me,
and I will open up my heart
and let the Healer set me free.
I'm happy to be in the truth,
and I will daily lift my hands:
for I will always sing of when
Your love came down. [Yeah!]


I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever. [Repeat]


I could sing of you love forever my rendition:

I could sing of my sis for a while
I could sing of my bro for longer
I could sing of my friends
for a long time.

:D ok so I'm no great poet I like the first rendition better.
did I mention I have coffee? that makes life good too.

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"The world is indeed full of peril and in it there are many dark places.But still there is much that is fair. And though in all lands, love is now mingled with grief, it still grows, perhaps, the greater"
 
dance as if no one were watching, sing as if no one were listening, love like it will never hurt. live like you will die tomarrow

awesomeness

The sun is shining, mostly. Today is saturday, great. Mom is going shopping later. even better. If my frien were to come over today it would be fantastic. it is not snowing or raining and it is not reallly cloudy. excelent. today is not april fools. even better.
I get this next week off of school which rocks my world at the moment.
I have teenpact homework to do.
not so much fun as going outside right now but oh well.

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"The world is indeed full of peril and in it there are many dark places.But still there is much that is fair. And though in all lands, love is now mingled with grief, it still grows, perhaps, the greater"
 
dance as if no one were watching, sing as if no one were listening, love like it will never hurt. live like you will die tomarrow

Friday, April 1, 2011

Today is April fools day. but to me it is.. (please don't sue me cause I didn't make this up) national atheist's day.