Sunday, April 29, 2012

I was thinking today about Christianity and Atheism, not an uncommon occurrence really. My thoughts?
Atheism has never been able to Kill Christianity, not matter how hard they try. Except for once, and that was when they crucified Christ and literally killed God incarnate. But then.. that was when Christianity was born.

I was also thinking about queen Jadis when she entered Narnia. the book says that she heard Aslan's song and understood it and it made her angry. Most people say that she is comparable to Satan in our world but at this moment in the story I am inclined to think that she is distinctly Human. Uncle Andrew and Queen Jadis were both Magicians of their own sorts and believed that they were above the common law, that they were above morality, but their reactions to the song were differant. Uncle Andrew was afraid and would have crawled through a rat's hole to get away from the song, But Jadis was differant.
Jadis hated the song.
In Charn she had been the last queen, she had faught her sister in the last civil war; both had agreed not to use magic against the other, but the one sister broke that rule and as she walked up the steps of the temple to meet her sister Jadis prepared her own treachery. When her sister had come up to her and looked her in her face she spoke the deplorable word that destroyed all life in Charn.
She was a cruel woman, having stood in the streets listening to the beating of the sacraficial drums, the lashing of the whip and the groaning of the slaves.
When She heard aslan's song she knew that he was creating a new world, she knew that the pure, perfect notes of his vioce contained a power far greater and lasting than her own. She saw his perfection and the perfection of the new wold and she hated it. She hated what she saw and she hated what she heard and she hated that she could do nothing about it.
Her reaction was entirely human. There are people who fight against God, they do not want to surrender to his will. They want to order their own lives. For whatever reason they are angry at God. They hate his calling, they understand it but they hate it all the same. They hate him and they fight against him.

that's my thoughts,

Friday, April 27, 2012

Today I successfully burnt the back of my hand. it kinda hurts.
but that's ok. it will stop soon.
I"m feeling better too. sitting around, hanging out, watching pirates.
Tommarow I"m going to finish the shirt for my friend, next week we're doing teenpact.
Should be fun, I'll get to go play frisbee and that's always fun.

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

well, what ever bug has been going around has hit me. i'm in bed right now; I chucked my cookies a couple of time earlier today.
it wasn't pretty.
couldn't keep the probiotics  down.
but i'm feeling a little bit better.
especially since I now have had strawberry jello.
that stuff could make the world go round.

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

I know that supposedly imitation is the highest form of compliment but there are times when I really, really hate it.
especially when it comes to sharing a room, when you find a spot that you like to hang out in and do your school work because NO ONE ELSE HANGS OUT IN THAT PARTICULAR SPOT. In this case, on the floor in my bedroom, (though in past cases it has been: in the crawl space, on the guest room bed, in the closet, etc., ect.,) so because NO ONE ELSE hangs out there you dicide that you will do your school, write, read or just chill there. So one day you go to that spot to do what ever you need to do and SOME ONE ELSE has taken your spot, instead of finding there own place to hang out. Yeah that's right. Once upon a time I pulled a lamp into the closet which is only about two feet wide, sat on the floor and did my school. By myself in a place were NO ONE HUNG OUT. But other people descovered the closet and moved in. So I moved into the crawl space. Until, again, other people moved in with me. Then for a long time it was the guest room bed. I liked that spot. until other people, namely, my little siblings, started doing their school in there too.
Now I had taken up doing school on my bedroom floor on a blanket. and guess what? That didn't last long now did it?
Yes, I can still hang out in the closet but I'm a little bit bigger than I was when I was ten.
I don't mind people coming in and going out or hanging out with me in the shared room but taking over the place were she KNOWS I like to do school just makes me mad.
It does frustrate me some times that I have to share a room. but not as much as that when I find a spot to hang and as soon as I get comfortable. SOME ONE TAKES OVER.
The absolute only place I can go and have no one walk in on me or try and take over is the bathroom. and people don't apreciate that. my older brother has his own room. my younger brother has his own room. they can go in there and not have some one taking their favorite spots to hang out and do their stuff by themselves.
I'm done ranting. now. you can finish the thought on your own i'm sure.
Ok, I haven't been able to post in a couple of days because the internet on our main computer won't support blogger, so I haven't been able to post.
The snow is melting very quickly and that makes me very happy.
We got the approval for physicall therrapy, so that's good.
Teenpact starts next week and my little brother is going to e doing that.
My dress is coming along very well, but I have to hand pick the hem and that takes a long time.

Thursday, April 12, 2012

tommarow is the homeschool convention. I'm pretty sure some of my friends are going to be there so it shouldn't be to boring. Mom runs one of the tables there so I'll have a place to chuck my stuff and hang out but I hope to visit some of my buddies.
Unfortunately the lady who has been running the convention in the past isn't running it this year, so we'll see how it goes.
We've had interesting experiences in the past with the convention.
I might bring some school to work on. I may bring my notebook and do some writing.
my brother has put out the most serious challenge. Showing me a story he wrote and then telling me he hadn't written in a while and wasn't planning on writing more. Until I got mad and threatened to write for him. I started my own story and he has since started writing again. :D

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

the snow is melting finally. we've broken records here and six months of snow is long enough.

Thursday, April 5, 2012

We finally got to the doctor today.
I now have a brace on each wrist. They don't match. but that's ok.
we are looking at doing therapy and possibly doing some injections, but I don't know.

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

I'm beginning to wonder if I will ever really get back into the swing of going to judo.
with school and sewing and all.
I have to get this dress done so I might stay home tonight.
I did clean up the sewing room and my sewing boxes in my room. if I do some of the stuff I want to I won't need to get fabric for a long time.

Monday, April 2, 2012

I"m finally getting around to being able to post some thing. I've been sick the last couple of days and haven't done much.
The state championships were on Saturday and I am very pleased to say that our club took home the trophy for the most points (we won it last year as well, we bring the most people to it, I think). We also brought home the Sato Cup (boys) and the Fukuta Cup (girls).
During the Tournament I coughed so much that I lost my voice, this fact made the awards banquet all the more interesting when I tried to whoop for our team.
the Dinner wasn't catered that well so afterwords we went to the Golden Coral. It was ok. It would have been better but I don't think I'll ever be able to go to an after state dinner and be able to eat much of anything.
I did have clam strips though, and they were good.
mom had calamari and got food poisoning. bleh. she swore off seafood.
so today is a new week. meh. it's nice out.
I'm waiting for my little brother to get out of the shower so that I can mop the bathroom.
My other brother is trying to run three miles with a 55LBs pack on his back.